What the Hell happened to me this morning?

It felt to me, if anything, like I was having a heart attack. It hit me out of nowhere, just sitting at my computer at work. Suddenly I had tightness in the chest, trouble breathing, weakness, dizziness and my hands were going cold. The symptoms I looked up sure looked like it matched and I started to feel better after sucking down some aspirin.

The doctor thinks it might have been a anxiety (or panic) attack. My heart sounded ok when I was in the office and they took some blood to do further testing. But Hell, I’m on Celexa right now, that should take care of that sort of thing? Also, I’ve had those before and it wasn’t quite like that. Angela thinks it’s that infection coming back. I’m think (and hope) she’s right because some it the symptoms followed a similar pattern to earlier this year. If that’s right, the bed rest and antibiotics will knock it out. If not?

I know I shouldn’t worry about it too much, that won’t help. Still, if I’ve learned anything so far, it’s that you’re never too old to live and never too young to die.

See you in the morning.